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At The Train Station

It’s been three years since I last set foot in a train station. I, the nomad, have taken root. Naturally curious, I enjoy studying the characters that inhabit certain public places. Y et here, nothing has really changed: though the faces are different, I recognize them all. . * * * Sitting on a large duffel bag, leaning against a wall—there’s the student. He mutters to himself, eyes fixed on a thick blue binder, and despite all the noise filling the station, nothing could tear him away at this hour from his studies. A little further off, I spot a family waiting to greet one of their relatives. The father and mother chat together, glancing every five minutes at the clock. The children play, dart between their legs, circle around them, tap each other shouting, “Tag!” then burst into laughter; they bring into this hall the fresh, colorful breeze of youth. The father looks impatient, but on his face I can read a certain joy; he seems to be holding back a smile. As for the mother, however...

Repairs


Awakening is the return of the rightful owner—the heart—to the house whose use it had entrusted to another occupant—the ego—since the age of reason. Like any owner, the heart inspects every room of its dwelling to assess the damage caused during its absence and begin repairs.

Sometimes, it stumbles upon a room utterly devastated, with blood-colored graffiti on walls damp with tears and windows shattered by fists… and it cannot understand the reason behind such destruction. There are no clues, and the ego is incapable of offering even a semblance of explanation. Restoring this room is a long process, requiring immense time and investment.

And even when it is finally renovated, bathed in the light of a glorious summer sun, a small shadow of incomprehension still lingers.

That’s what ghosting feels like. 

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